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I heart Ron Paul.

I had a dream last night that I snuck into someone’s house and stole $20 bucks, but once I got out of the house and realized I broke into the wrong house—I snuck back in and put the money back.  Then shit began.  I was arrested by my finger print on the $20 bill, released on bond, only then to tell me that I was going to go to trial and could be put in jail for a very long time.  Then I had a long conversation with my lawyer (in a swimming pool) about my situation and she told me I was fucked.

 I myself cannot figure out the meaning of this dream; so if you have an idea what it may mean… please do share.

auditions.... tomorrow.... yay.

I cannot believe how excited I am for these up coming days.  I haven’t even had auditions, yet the only thing I keep thinking about is my show.  I cannot wait until Wednesday—auditions,  Thursday—call backs,  Friday—first cast meeting,  the following Monday—our first rehearsal and so on and so on.

I cannot imagine how I am going to feel in the weeks ahead; I mean, if I am already this giddy and eager about my show and about Theatre Two—how will I be when rehearsals start and when my show tours.  AHH!!  Just thinking about it makes me so immensely happy.

To those who helped me while I was a Junior Director— Thank you so much.

To my fellow Directors—It’s going to be an amazing year.

To the current Junior Directors—Best of luck to each and every one of you.  I can only hope that y’all get the chance to feel how I and every other director before me has felt.

August 27th                        School Starts
September 5th                  Auditions for Children Shows
September 6th                  Call backs
September 14th-16th       Austin City Limits
October 9th and 10th       Children Shows Tour
October 11th-13th            Children Show Performances

I just saw Superbad and it was one of the best things to ever happen in my life.

I had my first Senior Directing nightmare the other night:

It was the first day of class and I was in a huge theatre which was filled with theatre two kids.  Then Phil and I walked out onstage to start teaching, but then all the kids began yelling and screaming, which made Phil run away.  So there I was, by myself, alone on stage with hundreds of kids in an uproar.  I began yelling at them, but then all of the kids called their parents to come yell at me for yelling at their kids.

…it was weird.

6^th Period:  Rebecca and Emma

8^th Period:  Matt, Phil and myself

Guys against girls?  Who knows?

This year will prove to be interesting and it starts in a WEEK!

I leave tomorrow morning and wont be able to get on a computer in a few days.

Leave me messages so I have something to look forward to.

(A video for your mind)

There have been nights in my life where I have been woken up by a phone call from someone who “just needed to talk,” sometimes they are expected, other times they are not.  But each time someone calls, although I do lose sleep, I am honored, truly honored, that that person called me to talk to when they were downhearted and called me because they wanted someone who would listen. 

I have my faults, but I must be doing something right.

I love Rachel Harthcock; this year hasn’t even started and I already love working with her as President and Vice-President. 

This year will be great—being able to work side by side with her along with all the other officers will be wonderful.

: )

There are some people in this world that every time you see them you just smile.  And regardless of how often or infrequent you see this person, you always grin the in the same fashion.

I enjoy the people who fit that description.

In no particular order:
     -Dave Matthews Band
     -Ben Folds Five
     -Eve 6

What is peculiar in the life of a man consists not in his obedience, but his opposition, to his instincts. In one direction or another he strives to live a supernatural life.

-Henry David Thoreau

In response to my last entry:

People need to stop worrying.  If it is about you, then I will make sure you know how much you pissed me off.

On a side note- I am fine.  Matter of fact I am probably doing and feeling the best I have all summer, and besides this little “bump” in life, things are great.  So thanks for those of you who care.

I am sorry you are too caught up in your own little world and are too self important to realize how things really are.  It is sad that not only did you lie to everyone around you but to yourself as well and in the process you have done things which, I can only speak for myself, pissed me off.  My trust was betrayed, on so many levels. Then to try and turn it around onto others and blame them for your own insecurities; it’s a pity.  I wish you could just take a second and look outside of this distorted world you have created—just one second to see the truth and accept it.

home.

So I have been on the cruise for the past few days and before that I was in a car with my family for a day driving to Florida.  I am now sitting on my sisters laptop in a hotel room in Orlando a few minutes from Disney... but have to leave tomorrow morning at 6 to drop off Melissa at the air port and drive home... fun.

I find it amazing what can be said when you take a pad of paper, a pen and a few hours of thinking-- and just start writting.  Those three things will make you think much more than you ever wanted to.  And once you start writing stuff down the next thing you realize you have written four pages of idea and feelings you never intened to write when you first started.

On the last two cruises I have been on there is a song that I continuously listen to, in November it was Motorcycle Driveby.  But on this last cruise- I listen to this beautiful song a million times.

Without You Here-- By Goo Goo Dolls

(Your) love's a gathered storm I chased across the sky
A moment in your arms became the reason why
And you're still the only light that fills the emptiness
The only one I need until my dying breath
And I would give you everything just to
Feel your open arms
And I'm not sure I believe anything I feel

And now, now that you're near
There's nothing more without you
Without you here

And I'm trying to believe
In things that I don't know
The turning of the world
The color of your soul
That love could kill the pain
Truth is never vain
It turns strangers into lovers
And enemies to brothers
Just say you understand
I never had this planned

And now, now that you're near
There's nothing more without you
Without you here
Without you here
There's nothing more without you
Without you here

My head lies to my heart
And my heart it still believes
It seems the ones who love us are the ones
That we deceive
But you're changing everything
You're changing everything in me

And now, now that you're near
There's nothing more without you
Without you here